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December 7th, 2004


11:33 am - found myself inspired



i guess i can't complain
when ive seen more sunshine

than i have this rain
it just never makes sense
having more of what you don't want
than of what you do

i ask you, meet me in my dreams
there you will see
i always was, "shes everything she seems"
if we've found this love
we can't ever let it go
but if you think you've found more
dont try to spare my feelings
i'll still tell you no
ask me if i'll stay
i'll stay by my window
watching this rainstorm

wishing you didn't go

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December 2nd, 2004


10:13 am - Gooo!

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November 24th, 2004


10:37 am - nana
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10:21 am - pubic, er public post
chris honey, i know i'll see you before you read this. love you. you're going to be okay. going to bring you flowers and kisses and hugs. nurse you back to health. we can do a better job than any hospital can! *HUGS*

LAUNDRY DAY. ew

i baked some cookies. aren't i betty fucking crocker? actually, i'm the pillsbury dough boi.

words can never heal
what hearts tend to steal-
minds can never deal
with what is actually real-
Current Music: sarah harmer

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November 23rd, 2004


07:36 am - answer it, anonymously or not
(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. But try & make it scandalous!

(C) go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything... if you want.

(D) tell me what you think of me...am i a cunt, a bitch, the girl of yr dreams? whatever spill it.

anonymous post are fun!!!

fuckin-a. i guess i'll make it public. i just don't like some kids reading my posts.
Current Music: counting crows

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October 30th, 2004


05:49 pm - in a new spot
am i ok? in some ways, yes.
will i be ok? yes.
i love not living with or near my mother. my life is going in so many new directions. a new home. new people. new job. new thoughts. new heart breaks. new loves. it's not so much that they're new, but that they're different.
and i'm entering new grounds. yes, there are people i miss. there are people i think about. but, i love the new direction. north. south. east. west. i don't know which. but i'm not alone. even when by myself, like now.. in this apartment. i am not alone. i have my thoughts. i have my emotions.
and now...i will have food. time to go get something to eat. i'll be with myself, my food, and my thoughts until midnight. until the girls get home. i love this. away.
to make this entry public. is to make my life not a lie. just a view. and this will be the last. even to my old female friend, billy.

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October 10th, 2004


01:35 pm - strange
She was forty-four years old or so she told me
She'd been working for a man
Who paid her twenty dollars
Just to hold him
I found that very sad
Very sad

Seems like an odd job to have, I know
To love somebody
Some of us buy friends
Some of us buy houses to live in
It's all the same
We do some strange things

He was lonely and in search of some redemption
And though he paid her well
He wondered if she'd be there
In the morning
He spend all that he had
On a working girl

Seems like an odd job to have, I know
To love somebody
Some of us buy friends
Some of us buy houses to live in
It's all the same
We do some strange things
We do some strange things

Seems like an odd job to have, I know
To love somebody
Some of us buy friends
Some of us buy houses to live in
Some of us buy friends
Some of us buy houses to live in
It's all the same
We do some strange things
We do some strange things

We do some strange things


and all the strange things i do, i do for my own benefit.
i make room in my life
and you just don't fit.
shoulda been honest in the first place
and we coulda seen
and talked through this life,
not talking wouldnt be the case.
jann knows what she says
and i feel what i mean
and what's best.

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September 26th, 2004


10:22 am - Friends Only
i picked up my guitar
started to sing
and think about all we are
as people, as faces with names
always playing our games
and it became so clear
all the things i fear
and all i've lost
and held so dear.
so i tried, yeah i tried
to find a way to explain
and nothing came
it all twisted inside
took me for a ride.

k, well film fest today. and all that being said, i think i'm making my journal
"friends only" now. so, comment if you want to be added. ;)

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September 25th, 2004


01:58 am
i'm fucking drunk. tonight was good, good music, good drinks. ok, really im too drunk
to write anything else. ooooooooooh girls, theyre so great soemtimes. so there for you.
and not in so many ways. i love it. i love...ok, tooooo drunk. this is a drunken entry
and...im just going to ignore it, just like the rest of you wil. ahaha too embarrasing.

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September 24th, 2004


12:16 pm - weekend
so, this weekend will be fun! tonight we're going to go see girls in a coma play a show.
sat- cuddling and sleeping in. then CAJUN festival at the lake!
sun- underground film festival and LOTS to drink. :)

so, wednesday was my mom's birthday and yesterday was my grandmother's. it was nice
spending time with her.

well, off to lunch. mmm..and some coffee afterward.
Current Mood: school night
Current Music: ani difranco

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